words are only words.

and that was a highly excitable msg received at approximately 12++pm on 281105. by the cutexzxz xin, who's superduperwuper excited. :D then again, who isnt?

call it pre-grad anxieties. or, how do you put it. the syndrome that causes an adrenalin rush, incoherent speech and thoughts, abnormal racing of heart, churning of breakfast in stomach and urm, the inability to type due to shaky fingers. just needed to write an entry for sentimental value. like there's never ever going to be another chance to say tonight's grad!

istillcantbelieveitomtitssoscaryimexcitedandnervousandallmixedupandidontknowwhy

orhowtoputitintowordsbutireallyfdontwanttonighttoendicanttakeitireally

cannotbelieveitisreallyhappeningomtomtbutitreallyisgraduationisreality.

yay, maybe i needed that. haha played dress-up in the comforts of my aircon room last night, with mum as my image consultant. quality time, had a few laughs (one was about my high forehead, which she tried to make up for it by saying people with high foreheads are smart. tsk.) so. will be checking in to hotel in a couple of hours. cant wait to see everyone but it's so darn saddening everything will end soon and i'm going to miss everyone in sn so badly. it's like the finale. there are fireworks going off without warning, like the celebration of a new millenium. hmmm. i am sounding increasingly senseless. that's it.

what a fairytale.